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I'm just me...
I'm loud, and crazy.
I don't care what others think of me.
I am who I am
and I'm not gonna change that for anyone.
I'm the kind of person
that you either love or hate,
there's really no in between.
At times I come across as being really mean,
but I'm not.
I'm usually not too nice to people
until i get to know them.
I have a hard time trusting people.
I'm very open.
I love taking pictures of myself
and of people I care about.
Music and Chris
are the only things that keep me sane.
I'm always online.
I tend to be a total drama queen.
I have problems with my parents
(mostly my mother).
My mood changes so fast,
it's crazy.
I can be sooo extremely happy,
but if one little thing happens
I can get majorly pissed instantly.
I don't care at all about age.
It is just a useless number we are all forced to memorize.
Weight, and IQ
are also useless numbers.
I love poetry.
I have had one of my poems published.
I'm in 10th grade.
I'm 15.
I absolutely hate everything about this town
But I'm stuck here.
I would do anything to get out of here.
All the people I care about
are 40/50-ish miles away from here.
And because of my controlling mother
I won't be able to see them
until I'm AT LEAST 17.
Because according to her,
people should not date until they are 17 or 18.
She insists that I'm too young to know how I feel,
but she's wrong.
I can honestly say that I love Chris.
I'm not like my friends
who say that they are in love with
every guy they see.
I would never say that i love someone
unless I really meant it.
My mother is a total control freak though
so nothing I say or do
is ever gonna be good enough for her.
I can't wait til I'm 18
and I can get out of this town
and she can't do anything about it.