Is going better then it was....

My going  mom just got out of the hospital a few days ago....their  going to do surgery on her and shytee;;

I had an alright christmas i got most of the stuff i wanted =]] im happy.

I spent it with my dad this year he lives in mobile its alright but i dont know anyone here so its boring as hell!

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sucked sooo much ****......

Well thursday I go to see BEN. We drove to his house.....He smoked a joint with me....then we were play fighting in the kitchen.........it was fun but he had to leave the next day to go to Washington....he will be back saturday...

yesterday I found out that my mom has Cancer apparently its the worst you can get and theres no cure........

I dont know what to do..............

I dont think its hit me quit yet.....

This weekend omg.......

Friday me and leslie went back to cowboys house (terry took us one of the wiggers we saw him at the mall)

Well a bunch of people came over we got high this big fight broke out then we wanted to go to eastgate parkway for some odd reason so were all in 3 different cars we pull in then 5 cops pull in behind us......yea......

they search the cars didnt find anyting in the first one the second one they found a pipe pills and weed...

the 3rd car the one i was in they found pipe pills and weed also.....it was leslies pipe....

i called my mom told her she needed to come pick me up but she says she cant because shes on coughe syrup and codene.....i had the cops take me home....yupp

I was sitting back there and i was like well this isnt anything new they took me home and my mom wasnt even mad

leslie is getting put on probation.....

well saturday i met up with my friend chelsea then we went to this girl named jades house and her husband jonathon...they were pretty cool but they had no weed......

we stayed up all night and im like damn jon is hott....then his cousin walks in named ben and im like damnnnn close enough....

well he leaves and comes back the next day we talk some more but then he leaves again....well i go home and monday i dont go to school so i call CJ (our ride to jades house) to see if he wants to go somewhere cuz im bored well we go to his grandmas house for gas money and there i see ben and hes about to go to his house so we hitch a ride to his house.....

on the way back to Cjs grandmas he dedicated the song Pretty Ricky - Playhouse to me =]] its sexual but sweet.....

we get back to his grandmas and Ben asks me if i wanna stay with him so im like sure why not so we go to jades house and they want a ride to bonifay florida so we take them and drop them off except for bobby he stays and on the way there ben grabbed my hand...=P and then we were play fighting and he went in the other lane it was funny....on the way home he kisses me =P.....

he takes me to the mall cause thats where im suppose to meet CJ to get a ride home but that **** left me!

Ben said dont worry ill get you home he picks up jamie so now its just me him and jamie and ben takes me home and leaves....

I meet this guy named corey who said he had some green so i call ben back up and ben comes all the way back to my house corey said it would be a while so me and ben lay down in the back seat of the car I layed on top of him.......well corey said he couldnt get any so ben left and by that time it was like.....12:00am.....

the only problem is i think ben only wants sex....

Yep............

Dude I cant wait till this afternoon........

Im pretty mellow right now....so yea.....Im not tired....just melloooow

I have nothing to really write about..........After this weekend im sure ill have a story to tell.

Till this weekend!

This week has been going by soooooo S-L-O-W. Its being ****! This week started out awesome....but then it went to [[****]]....yesterday was horrible......

I had the *weirdest* dream last night that i smoked weed with my mom...I think I smoke to much....nah!=\

Yea.........

Nothing good is happening today......sooo boring...........................

Inhale the smoke through your lungs.....

First hit of the blunt here it comes......

Hold it in to get more high.....

Your hearts beating fast, your not gonna die....

Slowly let it out.......

Try not to choke.....

Theres no doubt....

This **** is no joke....

Puff puff pass....

and smoke that grass.......

Light up another one....

To make it more fun.....

Grape flavored wrap.....

Dont take a nap.....

This nights not over.....

Not even close......

Now lets take some e's to quicken the dose.....

[[by: Jordan]]

=]]

......Me and my friend LESLIE went to the mall because TACO had to go to his girlfriends birthday party.........

So me and LESLIE get high before we go to the mall to make it more fun. Well were walking into the mall [[trying]] to be really quiet cause were walking through the Dillards part which is realllyyy quiet inside and she runs right into the glass window. Were laughing soooo *HARD* and then we open the door and walk into Dillards and it is so quiet in there and were trying so hard not to laugh....

Yea anyways it took a pretty good while for us to find our way out but we got there.....

We walked around got stopped by a few friends and then we decided to go outside and smoke a cigerette well LESLIE sees this hot guy sitting on the bench outside and so we sit by him and start talking to him.

He had [[awesome]] hair. It was in like this dread/mohawk. Anyways he was telling us about how he was waiting on his friends to get outside so they could leave...

We sit there for a while and then his friends come up......I have never seen a group of friends where they are all hot.

His roomate VON and his friend KEITH.......

Well we got to their house cause hell we have like 2 more hours.

LESLIE and COWBOY (the guy that we met on the bench outside) were like "together" for the night. =P. and I was sitting on the chair with VON we lit up a blunt....smoked it then lit up another blunt.

I got up and started walking around and then everyone got really rowdy...we were all play fighting (I so kicked their ****......)

Everyone sat down again...im guessing because the lit up to more joints....I sit on KEITHS lap..and he holds my hand.

(KEITH has like short red hair and facial hair with his tongue peirced and yea......hes hott)

We sit there talking and then he starts massaging and scratching my back it was the best back massage I have ever felt.....=P

Then these *wiggers* come in and god they were annoying they had grills in and everything. This guy kept trying to dis me and **** and then he has the nerves to call me cute...-.- **** me off.....and this other guy is like fighting me and he got me on the ground and he was like all bleh and hes like I would so date you and then I kicked him got up and sat back down in KEITHS lap finally they leave.......

Well it was about time for us to go and TACO is pissed cause he has to go across town to get us and they walk us to the dairy queen and gave us hugs and stuff ( they have no cell phones and no cars) me and LESLIE get in TACOS car and it was sooooo quiet.......we just sat there all the way home............................pretty awkward but the whole time I couldnt stop thinking about KEITH. 

[[I hope we get to see them again.]]

of all these little kids running around the school thinking their badasses

and cant even shut their fucking mouth.

Fucking rumors flying everywhere

and the worst part about it is that all these other fucking kids

are so [[stoopid]] they fucking believe *everything* they hear just so they have something to gossip about to their little friends or wanna be lovers that would never happen in a thousand years because after highschool 3 out of 10 they would never see them again!

but I guess you cant really help peoples common stupidity........

and then people running around sayin omg  I smoked a cigerette

im so cool............pisses me off

or I went to a party and got drunk

arent I the shyttee;;

I just wanna fucking rip them to pieces!!!!!

I dont know why I guess because it gets under my skin.......

BAD!!!!

Im going to some party in this field.

I dont know whos all going to be there but hopefully its some people I like or im leaving.

I cant wait till two weeks from now.

Ill be walking around foley for a week maybe two.

I might just stay at PATRICKS house with his parents.

I dont know yet......

all I know is that im gonna get fucked up.

I was thinking......if my mom dies I get 50,000 dollars.........>=]]

I wonder if shes gonna die soon.........

Then I can get amancipated and live wherever I want to

but I am going to finish highschool.

I've gotten this far theres no way im gonna quit.

Haha.

That was *wayyyy* off subject.

[[Lay off the drugs JORDAN]]

Damn

^.^